Boston, You’re My Home!

by julie on April 17, 2010

Our plane dropped under a thick layer of clouds, revealing the south side of Boston, little islands interspersed along the coastline. Land and sea washing into one another, like watercolor patches of green and blue paint. The miniature play-size buildings grew to life-size homes, garages, and cars.

I’ve flown into Boston countless times over my life – returning home, returning to school, returning to work – to my friends and family. Yet, arriving yesterday was different. I’m here to run this city’s notoriously challenging marathon. My heart jumped – the intimidation setting in.

Boston’s never scared me before, especially Marathon Monday – a festive state holiday when crowds of revelers take to the streets – the day the Red Sox play in the morning – the day some crazy 25,000 people run from the burbs to Copley Square. For the first time, I feel like a visitor in my own hometown, but not in a bad way necessarily, as I was extremely proud of why I’d come to Boston.

If you have to be an outsider in Boston, I recommend coming as a marathoner. At the baggage check, I saw the first official sign welcoming the marathoners to Boston. I overheard other passengers talking about mile 11 and mile 17. I sized up my competition – skinny athletic people. More heart jumping.

At the curb outside the airport, one of my best friends greeted me with a big hug. Traveling into the city together, we talked a mile a minute and I totally forgot why I was here. But not for long, when we arrived at her apartment (my home for the weekend), the marathon came back into focus in the BEST possible way (see picture above)!

After conducting some news interviews downtown, I wandered around town and took some photos. It was 40 degrees and lightly raining yesterday afternoon in Boston, but I barely even noticed the cold chill.  I took my time, even posing in front of the Swan Boats – I’m allowed this indulgence – I’m a marathon visitor now.

Today I will be picking up my official bib and tracking chip for my shoe. I will also go for my LAST training run! I’m feeling great – actually, I’m on cloud nine. Usually, I’d complain about the weather, but I’ve never been so excited to be here!

In closing, I’d like to share my favorite poem with you:

“A Dream Deferred” by Langston Hughes

What happens to a dream deferred?
Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore–
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over–
like a syrupy sweet?
Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.
Or does it explode?

(Nike made an amazing commercial using this poem a few years ago, if you haven’t seen it, here’s the link.)  

This poem has held a lot of meaning for me these past couple years – from my dream of writing to my dream of running. Dreams don’t just disappear. I tried to sweep mine under the rug and they came back to haunt me, so finally, I followed my heart. Today, I feel closer than ever to having some of these dreams come true.  Thank you for supporting me along the way. 

 

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Meatloaf April 17, 2010 at 8:46 am

GO REM RUNNER!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait to hold those signs on Monday! xo

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bdee April 17, 2010 at 9:29 am

Good luck, Julie! I'llbe pulling for you and (hopefully)tracking your progress online. Will you post your (chip) number on this site?
Barbara Dee
P.S.Sent in my donation today.Hugs to you!!

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Michelle April 17, 2010 at 9:44 am

You are amazing!! Keep on running! Keep on dreaming!! Good luck!! Michelle Hemingway

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Amelia Swabb April 17, 2010 at 11:04 am

Beautiful post Julie! I love that poem. Good luck on marathon Monday, you'll go great!!

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